Chapter 659
I can't help feeling mixed, complicated and moved.
Her father died early, and she was brought up by her mother all these years.
She was protected and loved. Even in such a difficult and dangerous situation, she was not hurt at all.
Therefore, she is grateful to her mother, but behind this layer of gratitude, she always has a feeling that she has kidnapped her mother's life.
After all, if it was not for the drag of her own, my mother would not have been forced to marry he si.
Later, her mother had many opportunities to leave he si. Even if she ran to a place that no one knew and let he si not find herself, she didn't have to endure such a hard life.
But because of her, she is still a child, need to go to school, need a stable life.
So the mother chose to endure, silently swallow the pain of life, and tears together, let no one know.
Can others not know, can she not know?
She clearly understood that at least half of all this was because of herself.
Therefore, at countless times, she had been painfully looking at her mother's aging face and gray hair on her temples. She didn't know how many of those old wrinkles and white hair were formed by herself.
If she can, she really hopes that her mother can also have her own interests, hobbies, life, and people she really want to accompany her whole life.
So, at the moment, I heard my mother say something like this.
She was shocked and moved. She felt that her dream had come true.
Kang Luoyao reached out and took her mother's hand. There was a lump in her throat.
"Mom, are you serious? If you go back to the south, do you really have a life of your own? "
She's still worried.
After all, Kangmu has been in Kyoto for one or two years. If she goes back, she will be alone again. Can she really get used to it?
Kang's mother gave a gentle smile, raised her hand and gently wiped the tear marks from the corners of her eyes.
She said in a soft voice, "of course, fool. Since I have brought up this matter, I must have done it carefully. You don't have to worry about me."
"It's you. Now that you've grown up, you can't make a child's temper just like before. Xiaoyi loves you. That's your blessing. You can't be spoiled because of this. Do you know?"
Kang Luoyao curled her lips and muttered in a low voice, "I'm not willful."
Seeing this, Kang Mu laughed and said nothing.
Feng Yi also wanted to stay for a while and said, "if you feel that the weather in the north is not comfortable, you can go to live in the south in winter and come back in summer, so that there is no delay on both sides. Now the traffic is well developed and there is no inconvenience."
Hearing the speech, Kang Luoyao quickly nodded, "yes, yes, Ma. You can see that it's spring now, and it will warm up soon. It's not necessary for you to go back to the south again."
Kang's mother looked at them with more gentle and loving eyes.
She patted Kang Luoyao's hand and said with a smile, "silly girl, no matter how good this side is, it's not my hometown after all."
As soon as this word came out, both of them were stunned.
Kang Luoyao remembered that her mother's ancestral home was from the south.
A long time ago, my father passed through the South because of the war and met his mother who was not married at that time. They fell in love at first sight and got together.
After their marriage, their mother came to settle in Kyoto with their father. Later, their father resigned. Their first consideration was to go to the south.
Later, her father died, and her mother grew up with her in the south.
Later, because of her, she followed her to Kyoto, while seeking medical advice, while accompanying her.
These years of vagabond make kangluoyao have no sense of belonging to any city.
But she forgot that her mother was different from her.
When she was a child, she spent her life in no fixed place, but her mother grew up in a stable place full of warmth and love.
She never told anyone about her childhood, but that doesn't mean that her childhood was unhappy.
As the saying goes, when people get old, they are most attached to their hometown.
At this moment, Kang Luoyao seems to suddenly understand what his mother has been insisting on.
Although she was still worried, she felt that it was not impossible for her mother to go back to the south to make her feel at ease and happy.
Thinking of this, she put out her hand and hugged Kangmu.
Head pillow on her shoulder, after half a sound, just stuffy way: "Mom, I can't bear you."
Kang's mother could not help laughing at her coquettish tone.
He patted her on the back and said with a smile, "fool, I'm just going to live in the south. It's not that I can't be seen in the future. If you think about me, you can come back to see me. What are you doing so sad?"Kang Luoyao thought about it, too.
Although the distance is far away, if you really want to meet, you can still see it at any time.
This thought, the heart that a trace of parting sad, suddenly reduced a lot.
Feng Yi saw that the situation had been settled, and he could not persuade him to stay.
Can only helpless comfort Kang Luoyao.
"Mom is right. If you can really make mom comfortable in the south, of course, it is to respect mom's opinions. I'll accompany you back to see her after the big deal
Kang Luoyao was so comforted by him that she felt much better. Then she released Kang's mother, looked at her and said, "that's OK. I'll come back to see you often in the future."
Kang's mother's heart was warm and she made her face smile.
"Well, you can come back any time in the future. If you don't have time to come back, I can come back when you have children."
As soon as this word came out, Kang Luoyao became red.
Feng Yi was very happy. He took a deep look at Kang Luoyao, and then took him over.
Solemnly assured Kangmu, "Mom, don't worry, I will try my best."
Kang Luoyao's face was red, but it became more red.
Backhand is an inch elbow hit in Feng Yi's stomach, embarrassed: "what are you talking nonsense about?"
Kang Luoyao didn't use much force. Naturally, it would not hurt very much.
What's more, the action of her triangle cat doesn't hurt Fengyi.
But in order to make the little woman happy, Feng Yi still pretended to be very painful and called out, pretending to be wronged to look at her.
"Didn't mom tell you to come when we have children? Is it wrong for me to say that? "
Kang Luoyao was more angry for a moment.
He turned his head and glared at him with hatred.