Chapter 2
Let’s continue. Last night I went to KTV alone to sing while reminiscing the ten plus years we had been together for. I suddenly realised that I didn’t really find his feelings for me disgusting.
But if you asked me to accept him now, I definitely wouldn’t be able to. How can someone suddenly accept that they are bent?
I returned to the dormitory later this morning and after I entered, I noticed that he was packing his belongings. Old Dai [Another boy who shares the room] came over and told me that he intended to move out.
Fuck! At that time, Laozi was enraged. As a victim (受害人) I didn’t do anything so what the fuck are you doing?!
Level 102:
The OP is right. What is he doing!
Level 105:
Take out the word “害人” [Smirk]
(notes: Victim = 受害人, if you remove 害人, it becomes 受 = Shou)
Level 106 [Reply to Level 105]:
We both went through nine years of compulsory education but why are you so amazing?
Level 107 [Reply to Level 105]:
HAHAAHAHA Where’s my head? (notes: I.e. Laughed their head off)
Level 109 [OP]:
I angrily pulled him out into the corridor and asked him what he wanted to do.
Level 110 [OP]:
Then he said that he was afraid of troubling me. What fucking trouble. Because you know that you’re troubling me, you’re going to stop now? In the end, just as I wanted to give him a beating, he suddenly hugged me.
Level 111:
And then and then? OP did you hit him?
Level 112 [Reply to Level 111]:
The one above, you really are fearless!
Level 116 [OP]:
His voice was a little hoarse as he softly asked if we could continue to be friends.
Perhaps he asked this because of a moment of guilt but how could our ten years of friendship be so weak?
I told him that I didn’t find his feelings for me disgusting. It was just that I temporarily couldn’t accept it but, no matter what, this will not affect the friendship between us.
He hugged me and said that that was enough and as long as I am willing to give him a chance, he will firmly grasp onto it.
Level 118:
Waiting for your progress. OP please remember to come back and update!
Level 120:
I feel like there will be a story.
Level 123 [Reply to Level 120]:
I agree. It feels like the OP quite likes his brother and just hadn’t come to terms with it.
Level 124:
Don’t make your own assumptions. You are not the OP. What do you know?
Level 125 [Reply to Level 124]:
Level 124, did you read it carefully? To not mind after having such a thing done to him, the OP must have even a little bit of affection to support it?
Level 126 [Reply to Level 125]
Didn’t he say that they are close brothers?
Level 127:
Then why don’t you try being topped? [Smirk]
Level 128:
.........No thanks........
Level 136 [OP]:
I’m back to update.
Level 137:
Welcome!
Level 138:
Welcome!
Level 139:
Welcome!
Level 146 [OP]:
That guy did something again today [Black face] [Black face]
Level 147 [OP]:
So our results just came out and we both passed. He then said that this is something that must be celebrated.
I creased my forehead and felt that things probably weren’t that simple.
Was Laozi someone who would be beaten and not take it to heart? I immediately refused him
Level 148:
HAHAHAHA creased your forehead!
Level 151 [OP]:
Then he said that we should go to the library. ‘After all, you had just barely passed, and you shouldn’t let down God’s good intentions.’ He encouraged me to be more responsible [Black face] [Black face]
With such a rational reason, I couldn’t refute it. I can’t believe I fucking believed him.
There were not many people in the library today. The two of us just randomly found a place and at the beginning things were good; we each did our own work. However, no less than half an hour later he suddenly grabbed my hand. I.........
Um.........
Seeing that there were others around, I didn’t dare to make any big moves. I just struggled a few times, but he naturally didn’t loosen his grip.
Level 156:
Holding hands~ [Smirk] [Smirk]
Level 158:
Why do I feel like I’m eating dog food?
Level 162 [Reply to Level 158]:
You are not alone!
Level 163:
In this current society, even two men’s food can be fed on.
Level 167 [OP]:
If I asked him what he was doing then it would have probably given him a different idea. I am not stupid, so I wrote onto a paper, ‘You’re not studying?’.
In the end he leaned over towards me and said beside my ear, it’s enough to just look at it.
Level 168:
Also a top student? I’m so jealous! [Cry]
Level 172 [OP]:
That degree of shamelessness also made me speechless. Even if you’re good at studying, you don’t have to show it off like that. Made me want to slap that pig head.
Of course, I still held myself back. There are many people around and who knows what kind of gossip would start.
For some reason, we held hands for half an hour. Read? What bullshit!
Luckily, I wore a coat, and no one noticed. I was both hot and nervous to the point that I almost became perverted (▼皿▼#)
Level 173:
HAHAHAHA OP is so cute!
Level 174:
I can smell something sour from this~
Level 177:
Why do I think that the OP is very pure? [Shy] [Shy]
Level 178:
I concur. Don’t give me such a pure boy! OP, if you don’t mind please give me his contact details. Thanks in advance! @I am a straight steel pipe
Level 179:
Upstairs, please go out and turn left for the dating forum
Level 180 [OP]:
......I mind.
Level 181:
Focusing on the main point, OP, do you like him? Why wouldn’t you give the chance to Level 178? [Covers mouth laughing] [Covers mouth laughing]
Level 182 [Reply from OP]:
......No thanks, he doesn’t engage in online dating.
Level 183 [OP]:
Because online dating is very risky so to prevent him from getting hurt I won’t be giving out his contact information.
Level 184:
OP is this your way of claiming ownership? [Snicker]
Level 185:
What a grandiose reason....As if I would believe that! You are such a bad old man! [Smirk]
Level 188 [OP]:
Stop talking about this. Let me continue.
In the end I couldn’t stand it anymore and asked to go back. He seemed to be a little disappointed, but this Laozi was finally able to relax after spending a lifetime feeling as if I was sitting on a mat of needles.
Level 190 [OP]:
Because there was a late-night study session, he needed to return to get a book. I told him that I wouldn’t wait for him and, not caring if he agreed to it or not, I headed off first.
Just as I arrived I saw two of my roommates there, so I sat together with them. When he arrived afterwards he didn’t say anything and just sat down alone to read. Now that I am finally not filled with shock or fear, I was able to study properly.
In the end, after the study session ended and just as I wanted to return with my roommates, he stopped me and asked me to wait for him.
This Laozi doesn’t want to wait! Who knows what he is playing at? Who the fuck would be able to calmly face another guy who is yearning after your chrysanthemum!
Level 195:
Feeling distressed for OP
Level 196 [OP]:
But our roommates all knew about our tightknit relationship and I didn’t want them to sense anything wrong, so I could only sit there and play on my phone.
Only when almost everyone had left, he started to slowly pack up. We had grown up together for more than ten years and he still had the nerve to pretend in front of me and act as if I wouldn’t notice. When we walked out, I asked him why he was purposely wasting my time.
Level 198:
This kind of straightforwardness is way too cute!
Level 199:
When my boyfriend and I still had not gotten together yet, he would often wait for me after class and then we would walk home together holding hands. The small path outside the school is filled with those memories. But people come and go, and seasons past. In a blink of an eye, the small path is still a small path, but the person is no longer the same person as back then. You ask me why? I don’t know because I just copied this from someone else [Smirk]
But waiting after class to go home is so cute!
Level 200:
I feel like it probably isn’t that simple.
Level 206 [OP]:
You are right Level 200.
After all, there were still quite a lot of people on the road and I thought that he wouldn’t do anything to me so I asked that. However, I was wrong.
In an instant, he hooked his hand around my neck and even slyly say that he wanted to be alone with me for a while. Since this type of action is also commonly done between men, I couldn’t express my anger.
Level 207 [OP]:
I don’t know if I was blushing but it was pretty hot. It was probably from anger.
Level 208 [Reply to Level 207]:
No, it’s embarrassment. [Smirk]
Level 209 [Reply to Level 207]:
Catching a live cutie
Level 210 [Reply to Level 207]:
Blushing OP
Level 216 [OP]:
And so until now, I’m ignoring him.
I am currently flitting back and forth between the joy of passing the exam and the worry of my chrysanthemum’s safety.
Level 217:
Catching the live broadcast’s......ending [Black face]
Level 218:
If the OP is free, please give tips to pass the exam
Level 219:
I concur!
Level 220:
I concur!
....
Level 229 [OP]:
How should I put this? I also bullshitted it. I just happened to be lucky.
Level 230:
OP don’t be so modest. If it’s inconvenient for you, you can also get your family’s top student to come [Smirk] [Smirk]
Level 231:
The last part is your true intention isn’t it?! [Side eye] [Side eye]
Level 232:
Quick give me my Qing Long Yan Yue knife and peel him an apple!
Level 235 [Reply from OP]
Of course I can’t ask him but I can tell you a little trick.
Level 236 [OP]:
If you truly wish for it, your results will follow. [Smile] [Smile]
Level 237:
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Level 238:
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Level 239:
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Level 240:
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Level 248:
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Level 250 [OP]:
Better wash up and go to bed early. Tomorrow there are still books that are thick as bricks to study. Goodnight everyone.
Level 251:
The OP really is.....Goodnight!
Level 252:
Goodnight.